The road not taken, now which road to take?
I am so confused with my future right now. Whether to stay in Malaysia- my homeland or to go to Singpore??? Do i really like medicine? Am I supposed to plan my career ahead of me, like specializing in which principle? Surgery? Psychiatric? There is always a voice deep inside my heart telling me: How about Art?Design? I am too afraid to think about my true passion, and to pursue it. I am too rational and realistic... Now that I am in final year of my medical course, there are a lot of decisions to make. I really have no idea what I want!!!! Always feel like not good enough in medical school is frustrating. I do believe in talent, some people are just born to do medicine, maybe not me!!! In medicine, we are looking for perfection, genius, excellence, distinction and flawlessness. Being an average student is just not enought.... Aih.... I wish I had the gut to live my dream...