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重复了上百遍吧。 如今故事发展成就一个我，学会了生活，能享受寂寞。 最近几勤劳一下，啃书时，耳机就只有这首歌。 咖啡，书，一首好歌 = effective study. Lol 四月，是个好月份。哈哈。

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可不可以停止继续蹉跎时间？ 要做的东西很多， 所得税，修理电脑，修理手机，弄streamyx, 整理房间，on call claim 还没claim, 读书。。。 成天浑浑噩噩的过日子， 开工想下班 星期一想星期五， 下了班，上上网，就一觉睡到明天。 周末，一眨眼，就过了，要读的书，没读到； 要做的事，一拖再拖。 这种日子还能过下去吗？ 过不下去了！！！！ 好吧，给自己个short term plan 1。on call claim (礼拜一一定要交了，不然壹千块就飞走了啦！) 2。读一点书，一点点也好。 3。在宿舍装streamyx and KIV washing machine (觉得少回家里比较好，erm...) 4。所得税，四月前！！！ 5。去kl shopping (借着生日月份的理由，通融通融一下存款，lol) 这个月很穷一下，因为tagging 不能locum. 在过去九个月里，我换了三次工作环境 第一次，从实习到KK Telupid 第二次，从Sabah 到 Temerloh 第三次，从小儿科 到 眼科 好累噢，被迫着适应种种的陌生环境。 希望，这过后就 Settle down 了。 是时候 settle down 了啦。 好想放假，去一个陌生的城市。

Tired of changing, and having to adapt to new environment... Spent 6 months to adapt to pediatric , just when I have adapted to pediatric, I am changing to another department Actually, after 4-5 months of doing pead, I get pretty comfortable in that environment already. When finally get the letter to transfer to another department, a bit 不舍to leave also. I feel that I have a very special relation with pediatric It was the posting I enjoyed the most during my HOship, the nicest working colleague, most inspiring specialist and MOs, even thought I never think I　will be joining that department. coming back, I was assigned to go to pediatric. No choice, I have to do it. I dont know is it fate telling me that I should do pead or??!! I enjoyed managing babies in NICU. Babies are the cutest thing in the world! Today is my day 4 in new department- ophthalmology. I dont know for sure I like it or not, as it is still too early to tell But I dont really enjoy the vibe of this department here It w...